Last week I was reliquished from my position as a group fitness coordinator. I was only 4 months in, hard to tell what the real deep seated issue was but it is what it is. I doubt it was solely based on budget and I do believe there was a performance component involved. All the same, I got relieved of my position and the position was dissolved. I would like to think I lent some value to the position and was a positive force but I'm having a hard time believing that.
All the same, I am feeling low. Sick and tired. I had found a happy place, one where my confidence grew and I stood tall. One day I will get back there, it will take time. Time of which I have little and need much.
That and I need a nap. I'm constantly in a need of a nap lately. So busy yet not doing.
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